12.26.2007

"6 am day after Christmas"

there are people in this world who don't write. there are people in this world who don't listen to music. there are people in this world who don't read books.

no, i swear i've met them. (i reside in oklahoma)

but honestly, i feel like the most uncultured person sometimes, and i'm cultured! i mean, it's one thing to not want to read books during the school year because of important distractions, but nothing during the break? am i the only one who procrastinates by making lists of books i will read once i get a chance?

this rant can go on a lot longer, you know. and there is one for people who don't understand creative writing. similarly, there is one for people that listen to shitty music. that one is a lot longer and a little more pretentious. there is also one for people who think that they are cultured but really aren't (this is probably one of the greatest sins [and in no way makes me any more pretentious sounding]) - this group includes those that think postal service covered Iron & Wine's song "Such Great Heights", or that the director of Napoleon Dynamite borrowed a lot from Wes Anderson. i could kill a man over the latter.

these rants all lead to the same question, of course. am i more emotional than everyone else so i have to find solace in words and music - OR - am i more emotional because of the words and music i find solace in. reversely, does watching a lot of will smith movies thwart ones ability to think creatively. maybe i am confusing creative and emotional (the difference between malkmus and the cure, no less) [that metaphor was faulty and thrown in simply because my reader won't be "cultured" enough to understand it]

that's all trash.
this is fact:

i'm not upset with my peers for not having the same appreciation for good words/music that i do. i'm upset that i'm not better at making good words/music so that they can appreciate me!

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insert poem*

12.07.2007

12.12.07

texas

chile

london

scotland

(germany)

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how do you like me now?