2.27.2011

i am a breathing time machine,

i'll take you all for a ride.


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i was worried that i had forgotten this feeling,
so i guess in a way i'm grateful that it happened.

the problem is that i know without a shadow of a doubt
what IT is. there's no second guessing, which sucks.

IT is everything i've ever wanted
IT is amazingly powerful
IT is literally gut-wrenching
IT is graceful
IT is really funny
IT is terribly terribly depressing
IT is kinda cute
IT can be debilitating
IT is my dreams
IT brings me to tears
IT both softens and hardens my heart
IT is the accumulation of my life
IT has the potential to be the greatest thing i could have ever done
IT is ART (like real, creative, produced art)

and since IT cannot be mine, i only pray that i forget about it quickly

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