03.25.09

Tightrope by Yeasayer

Bruised by The Bens

So Far Around The Bend by The National

These songs and much much more have been on my mind recently. Music is the soundtrack to my life not in the sense that it tells me where to go or what to do, but in the sense that I hear it in the back of my head at all times. Unfortunately I do not have the greatest memory for math equations or biology, BUT i can remember tons of songs and apply them to my current mood!

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it was just like in a movie. i mean, would you expect anything less dramatic? i arrive 30 minutes early. find closest starbucks to where i was (not to where you would be). coffee in hand i walk to the nearest table (not purposefully the one by the window). but just like in the movies, (all those damn movies) right when i'm sitting down i for one split second look outside. (why did i look outside?) there you are walking out of the subway station; returning from your night. damnit, reality! so i wait 30 minutes until i absolutely have to put a smile on. i grin and take it (not quite like in the movies- but hey, i'm no actor.)